Thememoriesare alwaysmore. From whatwe live. It is whatremains andwill follow usforever. Untouchables,unpronounceable,indelible. Inscribedon the altar ofconsciousness. Taggedwith fireinside the heart. I feel themeverydaydeeper and morepainful. There is no medicineor comfort. Incurablewoundthatworsensthe moremoves. I remember thecold,the smell, space, things,voicesand sounds. Thetablein the room,jokes,laughs,adrawer full oftoys. Hairsslicked back,very livelyeyes,wide smile andeasy. Willingness to takemuch,much imagination toplay. Very generousinsharingandbeing happy. Innocence,purity,sweetness. An angelat my housein mylife. Everything wentallloved, allshe could. Because I wasastoneand now I amaman.